hamilton's ghost gets a federalist boner

oh my god ap classes

i’m killing myself and it’s fucking GREAT

i’ve never actually learned anything in an english class before and i kind of love it when i answer a question and my teacher says “well, i’m sure that answer would’ve been acceptable in an honors class”

i kinda feel like i have so little control over so much of my life right now and i want so many things that i can’t have, but acing the fuck out of all my classes and making the AP exams in may my total bitch are two things that are both a) ways to prove that i’m capable of achieving things and b) totally under my control

like i don’t know if it’s normal to reread chapters of the american pageant more than twice or recopy all my notes or spend 7+ hours a night studying in the first week of school or neglect pretty much everything else or generally be this obsessive about anything but uh fuck the police

i just hate the feel i get from other facets of my life that i’m miserable and there’s literally nothing i can do about it and i hate feeling this helpless and not being in charge of my own life and i guess i’m channeling that unhappiness into a determination to succeed with flying colors in an area that actually is 100% under my control?

i guess some girls get eating disorders and i just study harder

average-cabbage:

Do you ever see the floor and think “I just need to lie there on that floor”

koalanap replied to your photo: i just got my first license in the mail and can we…

AWWWW TOO TRUE. also, you can’t just go around posting your drivers license number. people will STEAL YOUR ACCEPTABLY ATTRACTIVE IDENTITY.

well if anyone is motivated or talented enough to try to decipher what that actually says i think they deserve my identity but i can edit that anyway

madcatterv2:

why can’t a girl and society be ugly at the same time

are the two mutually exclusive

baabhabhiat:

school is going to be great until i realize i have to come back every day

an important rule of sex is that if you’re removing a piece of clothing from hot topic you’re doing it wrong

kindlesong:

pablo honey: jajajaja

the bends: 8/10

ok computer: 7/10

kid a: I had never even seen a shooting star before. 25 years of rotations, passes through comets’ paths, and travel, and to my memory I had never witnessed burning debris scratch across the night sky. Radiohead were hunched over their instruments. Thom Yorke slowly beat on a grand piano, singing, eyes closed, into his microphone like he was trying to kiss around a big nose. Colin Greenwood tapped patiently on a double bass, waiting for his cue. White pearls of arena light swam over their faces. A lazy disco light spilled artificial constellations inside the aluminum cove of the makeshift stage. The metal skeleton of the stage ate one end of Florence’s Piazza Santa Croce, on the steps of the Santa Croce Cathedral. Michelangelo’s bones and cobblestone laid beneath. I stared entranced, soaking in Radiohead’s new material, chiseling each sound into the best functioning parts of my brain which would be the only sound system for the material for months.

The butterscotch lamps along the walls of the tight city square bled upward into the cobalt sky, which seemed as strikingly artificial and perfect as a wizard’s cap. The staccato piano chords ascended repeatedly. “Black eyed angels swam at me,” Yorke sang like his dying words. “There was nothing to fear, nothing to hide.” The trained critical part of me marked the similarity to Coltrane’s “Ole.” The human part of me wept in awe./10

amnesiac: 7/10

httt: 6/10

in rainbows: 9/10

tkol: 7/10

oh my god do you know how much fun it is to be able to drive

i can just

leave

whenever i want

and go anywhere

and i don’t have to tell anyone and no one has to go with me and i can sing or yell or talk to myself in the car and no one is there and there are moments when i’m driving and i stop and thing “no one in the entire world knows exactly where i am at this moment” and i just

yes 

yes

all of the yes

anyone wanna join a google+ hangout with me and my girlfriend

we’re listening to indie music and quoting the room it’ll be fun